>>141999
Most people probably don't know how to handle me as well or what to make of me because I have a unique outlook on life and proably would be considered insane by many, and also am very bad at flirting it seems like and have a hard time being the one to 'make a move'. The consequence of that is only guys who 'take what they want' I am attracted to, and not nice guys. I like to soft-shit test guys by pretending I'm not interested or saying like 'thanks for the fun night' and if they look sad and give up then thats an ick/red flag for me. Id rather they push a little and try to convince me to hang out after instead of just accepting defeat immediately lol. At the same time doesn't mean Ill sleep with anyone who pushes hard for it, they still have to be attractive and interesting to talk to on top of that. Like i said, high standards lol.
Basically i want a guy friend who thinks for himself, takes what he want in life, doesnt give a fuck about normie morality or other social rules, is okay with doing drugs, and has actual interests in aesthetic stuff like music and art and philosophy and spirituality.